I just got out of the hospital a few days ago. I went into psychosis again and my god it was awful. I believed I was a prophet and all this other bullshit. The group home was so much worse. They acted like I did something illegal when I didn’t and they fueled my illness. I hate mental illness.
The whole issue is the temporary group home had me so dissociative and delusional that I had different alters talking in my head. Trying to calm me down and prevent me from hurting someone.
It sucks, because my mind was creating different alters for survival. Once you have DID, alters can split for different reasons. To form DID you must go through very extreme circumstances to get it. I just hope nobody gets this disorder because I hate it so fucking much.
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